feeling incomplete

I know its kinda depressing to start of with a sad post, but i'm more of less new to the world of blogging and i was feeling kinda low lately.. anyways, here it goes..

Have you ever felt incomplete, for some reason or the other, just incomplete.. well a lot's been going on in my life of late, and this is exactly how i feel right now!! i was completely fine a couple of months ago.. in fact life was perfect back then.. i had more or less everything that i could wish for from life.. nice times with friends, my studies were going smoothly, love life was wonderful and stuff at home was great too.. it was blissfull.. but then, all of a sudden, this perfect little castle of mine started falling apart slightly.. don't get me wrong, it's not like a tornado came out of the blue and swept everything away (including my castle), no, it was far less dramatic.. it was like, initially, i felt things around me changing, but at the time i didn't pay much heed to it.. however, when i look back at it right now, i realise that it was my inability to address these changes back then thats lead me to feel the way i'm feeling now..

When i look back to the past and remember how nice things used to be i can't help feeling a bit sad.. i wish things were they way they were back then.. i miss those times.. i miss the way how everything was perfect.. i miss feeling secure, important and loved, the feeling that you know your somebody's number one.. that was not a very long time back, and now all of a sudden i get this lingering feeling which i can't describe.. i feel incomplete......

But there's hope, because i believe.. i believe that things are going to improve and hope that they improve soon.. but till then, all i can do is wait.. i've seen worse before, i've persevered and come out stronger.. in fact, things aren't so bad... after all, its just me feeling incomplete....